Nameless

i sat gazing out to the moss green ocean. the sun glaring from "my 5 o clock". the constant wind manages to neutralize the warmth of the sun.

i'm no nature lover. and im no emo-beach-go-er.

i sat. i switched on my itouch. i plugged in. and i tuned to one of my favourite ballads.

and den i cried. not over love. not over present struggles. i cried for my past heartbreaks and my stormy periods. i mourned for the period i was lost and alone, when i rejected God and didn't seek him out. i ached for the time lost.

i cried with a strange empathy for a Me that no longer was. i thought of people who might still be going through what i was. but my tears were not for them this time round.

they were my tears for Me.