Your Honour

I wish to apply for Divorce from my Memories on grounds of Irreconcilable Differences.

sometimes i wish i was okay with being a bitch.

then i can tear you to pieces without feeling anything.

then i can shield my heart from thoughtless spears thrown my way.

then i can not bother what u think about me, because i already know.

but that would be very selfish wouldn't it.

these days, i love doing mundane stuff like bathing and sleeping.

i'm aging. =(

Hey, Girl

you don't know me well. i met you only twice. but u've been crossing my mind.

have u ever felt like u so want to do something for someone who is hurting, but there's nothing you can do to help except watch and pray?

i'm praying for you.

scared. of falling.

i'm so stressed out over ccis dance. really i am.

i'm like fighting fire. no place to practice. no confirmed date, time or stage even. missing ppl from dance practices. time evaporating into thin air.

all my concerns are in the small little things. and i'm driving myself nuts over it.

and as i pray. and as my mind jumps here and there. I hear my Lord telling me to just fix my eyes on the goal.

I want to share my faith. And i want my team to catch that vision.

That's all i need concern myself with. God is my provider and He'll provide the rest.

I feel like i'm constantly falling. But i'm falling into grace.

i'm scared, Lord.

that i can't do all that You want me to.

or is it all that i think You want me to.

u wouldn't believe what i've spent an hour doing.

watching nsync.

this is a terrible waste of time.

aren't they the coolest though???? i still totally dig that dance!!!!

i really wanted to post this on my facebk. but i was so worried about being judged by my highflying friend from part b. =(

i want a burger.

i think it's just a little bit weird,

that i'm always a little bit too drained after Sunday passes by.