Nameless

Typically, every semester, i would think i'm understanding better what i'm suppose to be doing in school. What law is about. How to study it.

Unfortunately i discover i'm wrong about 4 to 5 weeks in.

Even in my 3rd year, i still don't know what's going on. Am i even hardworking? My notes seem to be rather crappy sometimes and my Prof talks to me like i'm a down syndrome kid.

But praise the Lord. i have somewhere to go post-uni. my life has been gradually expanded out of academics. I'm learning how to unhinge my identity off what ppl think of me, what i'm doing, how i appear to others. Perhaps i've reached the ceiling of my capabilities. Perhaps this was not what is best for me.

perhaps.

perhaps.

but what a relief it is when i can stop storing up unhelpful pressure and release it all into His good hands. =)