Nameless

"We put no stumbling block in anyone's path, so that your ministry will not be discredited. Rather, as servants of God we commend ourseles n every way... with weapons of righteousness in the right hand in the left." [2 Cor 6: 3 - 4, 7]

Suckerpunch, much?

You have all the weapons you need. Now, fight.

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i want to talk about a boy (again). and then i want to contradict myself.

here goes.

it was my last language class. we were suppose to present on culture. i presented on dating. He presented on food. And he actually cooked the dish and brought it to class for us to try. full marks for class participation!

throughout the other presentations, he kept directing questions at the other food presentation, asking questions and saying things about dish preparation. it was so cute.

even prior to this last class, i had already kind of noticed him. he sat behind me. he had a tan, and a nice dimply smile with a chiselled jaw. his eyes were very chinese and smiley. and he was quite calm yet cheery.

i never expected him to be such a dedicated cook.

oh, how i love unpredictability, surprises and TALENT!

during my presentation, i found myself constantly looking at him and it especially fuelled me to see him throw back a dimply smile at me when i said something funny. however, i might have scared him away with the subtle feminine nuances going on in my script.

during the class break, i went to thank him for cooking for us.

that was it. never to see him again. aww. don't care. teehee.

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in other news, i dreamt last night that i was attached and on a mission with my boyfriend to go destroy some light tower in Malaysia. We had to walk through miles and miles of this ultra, mega, huge shopping centre that apparently connected Singapore to Malaysia HAHAHA. up numerous flights of escalators, to get to the light tower, where we tried to smash the lights.

when i woke up, the first thing that occurred to me was how boring and sian it was to be attached. and i found it so sian, i was grossed out by the idea of it.

the boy i was attached to is definitely somebody i know and am quite close to. but i can't exactly recall who exactly it was. SO MYSTERIOUS. but it had nothing to do with who he was. just the idea of being attached was so... sian.

another fun fact was remembering the shops i stopped to look at during my dream. i stopped twice at soft-toy shops. And honestly, i'm not a very soft-toy kind of person (unless it's a unicorn or a carebear) so i have no other why i did that in my dream. there was a whole section of carebears though, so maybe that's why.

and i remember one weird soft-toy that i saw, which was a carebear's head on cookie monster's body, shaped as a bolster. so strange.

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so the conclusion of this is that i like boys but i do not want to get attached. i like this state of my life.

no boys to like, quite boring.

like too much, also kenna heartbroken.

attached already, also very boring (i probably only think this way coz there's no one i particularly like right now).