Tuesday, January 18, 2011

right now. im very angsty.

i don't have a legal mind.

neither do i have the legal interest.

i do not care about distribution of incomes and achieving efficiency.

neither do i care about how troublesome ppl create trouble and enter a complex process made complicated by complicated ppl to reach a simple conclusion (guilty or not guilty)

i don't care about legal theory.

i don't care about legal practice.

so why am i here? WHYYY WHYYYYYYY

can a person die from being humbled? coz the humbling process is sometimes so painful, i could just die.

God: In your hard times, that's when you become conscious of the need to lean on me.

3 comments:

  1. Just believe in yourself, and believe in God. Don't worry about why you are studying law, or if you hate it or whatever. Just trust that whatever you're doing, you will do it well and you will be fine.

    I know you will be fine. God probably knows that too.

    But of course, if you change your mind and pursue an entirely new career or whatever, I'm sure everybody would be behind your decision as well, especially God. I know I will be.

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  2. hellloooo cw. long time no see! yup im beginning to realize that sch's a door that the Lord allowed to remain open to me. so im sure there is a plan for me in this, but i don't quite see it yet.

    and it's extremely humbling and painful waiting it out.

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  3. Maybe that's why they call it dying to self.

    Coz yeah it feels like... dying. =(

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