Nameless

i worried so much over the sudden restructuring of my presentation that i didn't slp well last night.

i was so stressed that i dreamt about sleeping and forcing myself to wake up coz it was time. and when i forced myself to wake up in the dream, i really woke up instead with a blinding headache. it was early morning.

so here i am, for the 5th day in a row, at home, resting. coz my stomach is spasming and my brain is spiralling downwards.

and the silly thing is, it's not even a presentation worth worrying over. i'm just disinterested. intimidated. upset that i didn't get the structure right the first time round.

and im just ungrateful and lacking in stewardship.