Should i work hard for a subject i can only foreseeably get a "B" for? i hate meritocracy. =( (though i know of it's practical perks for any society)
should i allow fear to compel me to slack off?
should i live in fear knowing im in safe arms?
Lord, where are u leading me to? Am i going to be lawyer? I don't want to be lawyer if i'm going to be mediocre. Can you bring me someplace where i will excel?
But den again, what is my measure of excellence.
Lord, let me excel in your work. If i am to be a mediocre lawyer in the secular sense, can u give me a spirit of excellence and fulfilment in other senses? pls?
sustain me in this dog-eat-dog world, my King, the lover of my soul. i can hardly hear u or see u during this time of mugging.
what would happen to me when i free-fall into the corporate world and get crushed by waves of legal contracts. where would i find u? where would i find the focus, determination, energy to focus on u?
who will support me? who will remind me? who will save me?
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2 hours later...
Wwwwwhhhyyyyy WHY am i in law?????????????
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