i need to sleep my tears away

i think im heartbroken. i felt like crying when suju sang It's You and kyuhyun sang Yuan Liang Wo.

It's You

"Oh whatever anyone anyone says, it doesn’t matter to me

Oh whoever whoever curses me, I’ll only look at you
... ...
(Still Still) Even as time goes by"

Yuan Liang Wo

請原諒我
原諒我不成熟
不愛妳是藉口
....

(Note: Omitted lame lines. Need to preserve my pride.)

not quite sure what im heartbroken over. i can only guess.

i wish entertainment artistes could lead normal lives sometimes. so poor thing to be screamed at whereever u go. and to carry on singing and dancing and smiling even when ur sick enough to collapse (it looked like one of them was).

shiwon sang "who am i" by casting crowns. he's so tired from his filming and performing schedules. it showed.

i have not much of a desire to meet the idols i like. i just find certain of their qualities admirable. its so much easier to like idols.