Nameless

u know i won't anyhow say a song is epic right?

THIS IS EPIC!!!

and it's not even korean!

heard my highly talented colleague sing it at $10 Chinatown Karaoke tonight (such a cheesy place, it was!). she sang EXACTLY like the original. perhaps even better. amazing. this is the first time in the whole glorious history of my karaoke escapades that i wanted the whole room to shut up so i could listen to the mic-holder sing the song while closing my eyes.

and the words are sooo pretttyyy....

wow. it would be a dream to write songs like these. it makes me dreamy and distracted. im transported to some snowfield - me alone, but not feeling lonely at all.

i have all my dreams laid out around me on that snow field and the sun smiling down on my dreams and bringing it to light. it shines. and i squint. i can't open my eyes. but i can feel the warmth of the rays.

the rays are so bright and so real - they envelope me, and raise me up. i realize the rays feel like arms.

they are arms. bringing me up.

up.

up.

my eyes remain close. and i feel my whole being enveloped in the chest of another. i break down into tears and cry all the tears i ever held back. and the tears i didn't. they flow and flow.

i become drenched in my own tears. but the being holding me feels dry. the tears don't seem to drench him. i can open my eyes. but i can't see whose holding me. my tears blur my vision. i'm scared coz i can't see. i clutch with my fists where it rests. i'm scared he'll stop holding me.

don't stop holding me. i'm only a child. i need u.