schizophrenia

hellooo alll! im sitting on my new bed, under my new reading light using my new netbook. after i type this, im going to tweet for a bit, perhaps youtube. close the netbook and extend my right hand to put it on my bedside table. extend my left hand to switch off light. collapse downwards and die sleep!!!! so awesome. im in love with my reading light. i could marry it. ITS SO CONVENIENT LAH CAN DIE!!!

anyway, i was inspired to write a serious blog entry today. but me, being the schizophrenic that i am, wanted to blog a nonsense blog as well (Ibid)

Well, schizophrenia is quite a good intro to my entry. because my story (or rather, thoughts) are on a pair of bipolars. a black shirt and a white shirt.

im pretty sure most of my Learned Friends from law school don't read this blog (except for one monkey and one cauliflower) so i can blog about Black Shirt and White Shirt in peace.

Black and White are good friends in school. The weirdest pair of friends i know. I don't understand how Black can stay Black and White can stay White when they are together. Their friendship is such a grey area (hurhurhur!)

Both Black and White are highly intriguing to me.

Black first caught my eye, or my ear. I heard of his reputation even before i entered sch. my guy friend didn't like him so he was talktalktalking about it. perfect instigation for me to be curious about Black. Usually, what turns the male species off is potentially what would be highly interesting (Read: i didn't say highly likable). Black looks intimidating and his attitude is rather in-your-face. If he hates the class, it's written all over on his face. In fact, if he hates the class, he'll just not appear. He's kind of aggressive when he talks. Black is a fighter (literally). People hate his guts. I was ever in a particular class where everyone couldn't stand his arrogance, but the prof loved him. I bet he knew. But he didn't care. He was so interesting. He walks into open-booked exams with a pen. He doesn't look like he studies at all. He swaggers like a champion. I am on hi-bye terms with Black.

White is not eye-catching at all. He is rather nondescript. But he's a good thinker. Class participation is generally bleargh to me, but i like to listen to White talk. And it's not always because his points are brilliant (sometimes they are), but the way he puts it across is very nice. White is humble and kind. Super conscientious. A very very good guy. How i talked to White more was when we faced off with one another in "Court". I was presumptuous of my intelligence then. I thought i would win. I lost. But i didn't think much of it. But i guess it sealed the thought it me that White was very intelligent (and i was not that intelligent, HAHA). In fact, i don't have much memories of white. But recently, it dawned on me - what a good guy he is. I can't even substantiate that point much, but he totally radiates goodness.

I'm amazed at how 2 so vastly different people can be gd friends. and im amazed at the wide spectrum of attributes that attract me. although... ... ...

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(Explanatory note: White wore a white shirt and Black wore a black shirt today. SOO COOL RIGHT! i'm so sharp.)