Tuesday, March 15, 2011

refinery

another day of surrender. another day of saying byebye.

i'm a fighter. i fight till i'm exhausted. i fight even if i say im no longer fighting. i fight as long as i want it.

my God, my God, thank You for being patient with me. you hold me in your loving arms even as i fight with all my might each time. you send me angels to encourage me. you speak words of love and truth to me again and again.

it took so much work and time for my heart to turn towards you. and the pace of turning is still so slow.

do i really have to surrender this daily? can't you just WHAMBAM take it away immediately?

"My grace is sufficient for you."

let me learn the hard truth of enjoying the process of learning how to trust and rest in you for all things.

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